Hmm... well this is tough and I don't know where to start...
I remember when I first started on your server, and I was fairly new to minecraft. I had seen your server on mcserverlist.net and I thought: Good. Hardcore survival. Oh the times I had, filing reports, becoming a mod, befriending the community then becoming inactive, losing a few friends. Nonetheless, I was glad to be a part. But good times don't last forever, and I wish I could help or donate, alas I cannot.
Thanks for hosting the server, Saber, and I will try to make the last few days of the server worthwhile, for me, for you, and for everyone.
-Cz